Wednesday, February 11, 2009

TOTALLY UPSET...

I am feeling upset for the past few days... I am not doing the right things...
I am going overboard. I was doing things that i should not be doing...
I am really stupid lah....I should not be saying and doing this...
I go and watch the videos...well it is quite censord lah...
well you know... but i was not addicted. i was just curious...
I feel very upset about those people who are doing things which should not be it
in front of the video...Showing to the public...
I feel disgusted... i am quite angry with myself and the people...
I really want to cry.... I am sinner....


Lord, I really sorry for what i have done. I did not listen to you and now i am regretting...Lord i just wonder how you are feeling right now. Your children are doing things that is very sacred and should not be doing it and showing it to the public. Why is it that they are doing it....?


Hey people, don't just leave me for what i have done...I feeling very remorseful. I am so sick by watching "those videos"...


I saw this comic...I felt very disgusted. I can't tell you which website and i advise you not to go. I don't know why these people are so "sick" in their mind.


I feel very guilty...really guilty....
I just feel like why am i living in this world. I am so sick and i just wish to be in heaven and stay in the comfort of Jesus Christ.

I can't tolerate for these "Things" and just imagine how Jesus Christ is tolerating with all these nonsense.

ARGHHHHHHH.........
I FEEL LIKE SAYING THAT THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE DOING THE "THINGS" THAT THEY THINK IT IS FUN. I BET THAT THEY ARE GOING TO DIE WITH DISEASES (AIDS OR WATEVER). AND I BET THEY SHOULD BE PUNISHED....


I am totally upset for many things.... I just wonder why all these "things" I feel like crying... I am keeping everything to myself... I am feeling useless..Will God ever forgive me for what i have done?

I really am stupid.....

NO MOOD TO SAY...

I WANT TO CRY AND WANT SOMEONE WHO CAN COMFORT ME

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